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i will tell you the things i am afraid of.
i am afraid of the dark when it spirals into oblivion,
of the light that blinds the tender eye,
of second before the storm,
of the song that shreds the heart.
i am afraid of the bright music i hear when you laugh,
of the sky that colours your brown, curly hair,
of your kind voice that says hello,
of the sea that reflects your smiling eyes.
i am afraid.
but, let me tell you what i love.
i love the dark that casts wandering shadows on my face,
the light that patterns the dusty floors,
the storm that rages with passion,
the song that sings through the air.
i love the warmth of your laughter,
the sky that beams lights of gold and orange,
your voice that rolls like music over the hills,
the sea that we splashed in that morn.
i am afraid, and love.
i love, and am afraid.
let me show you it's okay to be both.
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this post is dedicated to you all because one hundred of you beautiful cupcakes decided to follow along. and it's also dedicated to the start of 2016, so it's appropriate :)
thank you thank you thank you my sweet little peas for ONE HUNDRED FOLLOWERS
((you can't see me right now but i'm like dancing all over the place))
i adore you all, and i'm so glad i made this journey with YOU.
i couldn't have asked for anyone better to cheer my days up with incredible comments, and read my posts, and appreciate my writing even when i didn't, and forgave my awful hiatus(es) when i didn't have anything i thought good enough to post. i might not have met you in real life but you, YES, you darling, are incredible.
i am so thankful to God for you!
and, darling, have a smashing 2016.
♥
WAAAAAAAAAAAAAH. i love you so much. also that 100th follower happens to be Becca and she's actually a irl friend. *snickers evilly & also out of love* she's super cool.
ReplyDeleteBut oh my gosh I love this sososo much. LIKE. *melts into a puddle under the sun* It reminds me of the "perfect love casteth out fear" verse. But I totally get this so much. I am afraid I am afraid I am afraid. I am afraid of loving passionately and feeling all there is to feel, but yet I love "the light that patterns the dusty floors." like owajwhng. it's just so good. oh man. every line. *thinks about it all* you got it, hun. <3 <3
p.s. OH YEAH. I was also wondering if you wanted to do a guest post in the near future? I give you five years to get one ready. That enough time? *cracks up* kidding. just let me know. thanks. <3 muah.
Deletecaaaaaaahhhlllllyyyyyyy i adore you. don't melt into a puddle, you sweet thing. and i had that exact verse in my mind when i wrote it just YES. you on my wavelength girl.
Deletep.s.: HOLLA yes please <3 i'm really bad at deadlines and getting things on time but i'll hit you up on email ;) xx
((also you know becca?? that's AWESOME. /waves and shouts thank you to becca/))
DeleteI love this soooo much. <3 Congrats on 100! :-D
ReplyDeleteawwwww, thank you hannah!! <3
DeleteMY BABYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY. *dies with ♥*
ReplyDeleteyou're basically my queen so never stop being here cuz i need u. also can cally stop reading my mind because i was going to ask about a guest post? ;) lemme know what goes down, and i'll be thinking of you always. xx
addy no she's mine. ♥♥ i'll only share if you bake me cookies or something. ;P kidding. ily all.
Deletebut the cookies will get stale in the mail so you have to come to my house okay. oops. <3
Deletei'm okay with that. you have milk, right? be there in ten.
DeleteyOU GUYS ILY <3<3<3<3 ((there four hearts so there's two for each one of ya ツ))
Deleteaddy darling, i'll email you about the guest post!! i'm so honoured that y'all want me to guest post like my two fav bloggers. this day is incredible.
((p.s.: can i join your cookie party? /hugs/ xx))
Your writing is amazing! I just found your lovely blog and I'm totally following!<3
ReplyDelete-Clara
clara!! thank you, darling! heading over to check out your blog too xx
DeleteAMAAAAAZZZZZZING!!! I love your writing soooo much. I am so super happy for you! Congrats on hitting a hundred followers. <3
ReplyDeleteEEEEEEVVVVEEEE babe you're the best. thank you so much, i'm so glad you are part of this journey /hugs/ xx
DeleteI love this. This is beautiful. Thank you for sharing.
ReplyDeleteAnd I saw that picture (that you used in your post) on Twitter like a few minutes ago haha So random!
xx
WHAT hahaha, that's awesome! it's a really pretty picture i fell in love with it hehe.
Deletethanks raquel dear <3<3
i'm crying you are the most loveliest person and this is the most loveliest post
ReplyDeleteTHANK YOU FOR BEING PART OF MY YEAR AND FOR ALL YOU SQUEAL WORTHY COMMENTS ^-^ MUCH LOVE FOR THE NEW ONE xx
cries nO you are the loveliest /hands you a cup of coffee & some hand lettered goodness/
Deleteyou made my heart die a little from sweetness livvv <3 SENDING HUGS FROM HERE. xx
not only do i love this (and you, my sweet, dear friend!), but it actually speaks of my life, in so many ways.
ReplyDeletei feel like we need to meet up and have a coffee together while we talk about life.
xx, rn
good gracious girl, so so so much love on you darling. <3<3 i'm overjoyed you liked this.
DeleteYES. coffee and deep talks about life with you sounds just about perfection /hugs/ xx
Ha HA! I got to be number 100! *dances*
ReplyDeleteYou really do write lovely things. Super happy to follow you. :)
YOU GOT TO BE 100 YEYYY <3
Deletehahaha, aw sweet beca. thank you tons, it means so much to me :') xx
oh look it autocorrected becaa to beca. EXCUSE YOU AUTOCORRECT
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OMGG. this is too beautiful. this blog is too beautiful. you are too beautiful. thank you so much for sharing and writing this♥♥
ReplyDeleteps: guest post too pretty please! :)
aw, thank you sweetie! i adore your idea about anon writing. you write stellar too xx
Delete((i'll email you!! so excited <3))
this is beautiful :)
ReplyDeletecongratulations on the 100! you deserve all this and more <3
nymisha you are such a dream.
DeleteTHANK YOU SO MUCHLY <3<3
Beautiful way of showing us how much pain and love mix! Thanks for sharing and congratulations on having 100 followers!
ReplyDeletei'm so glad you thought it was beautiful!
Deletethanks for following along, darling :') xx
Such beautiful words! You really captured the complexity of life, and I really connected with it! And make that 101 followers!
ReplyDeleteSuch beautiful words! You really captured the complexity of life, and I really connected with it! And make that 101 followers!
ReplyDeleteAWH hannah!!! thank you, you're incredible.
Deletethanks for making me smile today xx
OH MY WORD THAT MAGIC. I was gonna say, is that your room?? because I want to like copy and paste it into my own house thanks. x) Okay so this is sO RIDICULOUSLY BEAUTIFUL LIKE HOWWWWWWWW. Oh my goodness. I will try darling -- I will try so hard to put into coherent words what this post did to me. But...I don't know if I can.
ReplyDelete"of your kind voice that says hello, of the sea that reflects your smiling eyes. i am afraid." ♥♥♥ Oh my. This thing makes my heart sing. Like your writing is STANDARD. Just know that. Forever. EEEEEEE congrats on 100 cupcakes, girl!! ;) That is so cool.
And YOU are incredible. Keep making fabulous art. :)
love,
abbiee
ABI ABI ABIE ABIEEEEEE
Deleteyou're a magical dream that i don't wanna wake up from tHANKS you absolute sweetheart <3<3
*hugs* xxx
I've always been proud to say I'm one of your 100 cupcakes, Elisabeth. xx You've always been such an inspiration though I haven't known you for long.. and every time I read your recent poetry, or a story, or even an update, my heart feels as if it's flying. Thank you so much, for proving that writing is magic, and I'll say I've definitely been touched by it. x Here's to 2016 and many more cupcakes for you!
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Deletesanjana you don't know how much that means to me. thank you for sticking around and for all the kind words you have showered on me since, well i can't even remember hah <3 your comments never fail to bring a smile to my face and i love you. THANK YOU <3<3
This.
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so.
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Oh my gosh. I love it, Elisabeth. <3
Oh, and congrats on the followeres!
thank.
Deleteyou.
so.
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*grins*
xx
Your writings always amazes and inspires me. You are so lovely. <3
ReplyDeleteaW CIndY <3
Deletecm'ere love, i need to give you a big virtual hug. you're the best xx
Elisabeth! Listen up. That was gorgeous. So beautifully structured and it punctured like it was meant to. Thank you for your inspiring writings ♥
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taaaaaaaaaaaane.
Deleteyou rock my world. just sayin'. (hehe)
thank you for these sweetest words i can't even begin to AKJSDLJDKLS you're too nice <3<3
Incredible as always. <3 This reminds of a time when our school principal told us that the opposite of love is not anger, the opposite of love is fear. And I thought that sounded really impressive and poetic and all, but both anger and fear seem to be cousins of love. Maybe the real opposite of love is indifference.
ReplyDeleteCongrats on 100 FOLLOWERS! :)
this is literally making me smile so hard.
Deletei love your experience with this concept because i know you're on mah wavelength girl ;) <3
thank you darling! xx
Ohhh, wow, girl. This. <3 This is beautiful, and true, and something I need to remember. And re-remember.
ReplyDeleteoh, my heart. thank you thank you, you're incredible ily <3
DeleteI will tell you that your poetry is full of gentle love. It keep me breathless.
ReplyDeletethis made me day so much better, thanks love <3
Deletep.s.: you're a dream.
That poem was beautiful! There are many things to be fearful of, but if we look carefully these are outweighed by the good.
ReplyDeleteLauren | Pretty Things & Polka Dots
exactly lauren! i'm so glad you thought it beautiful <3<3
DeleteYour blog is always a pleasure to check out! I am always looking forward to new posts! This one is quite cleaver! Thank you for following me through my blogging journey too.
ReplyDeleteAWH THANK YOU BABE (:
Deleteily so much <3
THIS IS MAGICAL. Your entire blog is magical, that pink is just gorgeous. your writing always stuns me, in a good way of course.
ReplyDeleteCongratulations on 100 followers, you deserve it and so so much more <3
~Noor
noooooooooooooooOOOR you make me crai <3<3<3
Deletethanks babe, i'm so glad you've came along this journey with me. asdjkaldjslkda ily xx
love!
ReplyDelete<3 :')
Deletethanks heehee